Why do I let my mind wander off and give in to thinking so negatively? You are such an incredible person and you’re all mine, yet I feel as if everything’s an illusion. The long conversations, the heartfelt and tender moments, the car rides, all the breakfasts, lunches, and dinners, all the times you’ve never failed to be there for me.. I feel as if it’s not real. Like how can something this good be happening to me? I don’t want to be a skeptic. I want to feel as if I found true love, but it’s hard. I don’t want to let myself fall for someone who won’t catch me. I don’t want to be brokenhearted.. Even though you’ve assured me you’ll be here by side no matter what, I still can’t fully believe it. I want to love you, but I don’t think I can’t deal with the hurt if you ever did decide to leave me.